Am I doing something wrong? I feel like I’m slowly dying inside. Is it just another phase to pass through? I’ll stick it out, of course. But I just wish I didn’t feel so hollow. Like I was constantly missing something. I’m reaching out to the Lord, but I can’t feel him. There’s something stopping me and I can’t quite pinpoint what it is. God, where are you? Why can’t I reach you? Feel you? I’m afraid. I feel cut off and alone even though I know deep down that you’re there. It’s funny how when times like this come, a verse comes to mind. Just now, this particular one did: Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. (Psalm 23:4). A wave of comfort envelops me. I’m still hurting inside, but feel less alone…

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